I've been doing pretty good and haven't thought much about Jesse's 2nd surgery, but the last few days it seems to be coming to mind much more often.
In about 2 months we'll get a date for sometime in September. In some ways I really want to get that date, just to know when it will be over, but then I remember when I got the date for his first surgery. It made it all so much more real.
All the same feelings are coming back. Not in full force yet, but they're starting to surface.
Looking on the bright side though, I feel so much more prepared this time. I know exactly what to expect. I know for certain that he will do great. I never believed it when you all told me that before his first surgery, but this time I know it for a fact.