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angeleka
11-06-2007, 03:28 PM
Hello all.
My name is Angi and I am from Michigan. My 11 week old son was just diagnosed with metopic stenosis. His CT and neurologist appt. are scheduled for 11/26. They tell me it is being done to get a road map for surgery not to confirm diagnosis. His surgery is scheduled for February 6, 2008. I am seriously considering canceling it. I know I want a second opinion, but the only hospital (U of M) we can go to for the second opinion has major issues with my insurance company. If they approve the second opinion, they most likely will not approve the surgery there.
To start from the beginning.... My son has looked the same to us since birth. The features that we said were perfect the first time we saw his face are the ones they want to change. (forehead, nose, and eyes) At his 2 month appt. our pedi. said that he did not like the look of my son's head and sen us for xray. The radiologist said his metopic suture did not appear fused on top, but the bottom of the suture was questionable and recommended a CT scan. Pedi pushed for us to see a plastic surgeon at Children's Hospital which we saw last week. She is the Chief of Plastics. She said it was obvious to her without looking at the xray that his metopic suture was fully fused. She said the xray just confirmed her thoughts. She set a surgery date for when he will be 5 1/2 months because she said this is the best time to do it and had us schedule a CT for a surgical road map.
My confusion began when she looked at me and said that I must have ha the same issue when I was a baby. She told me to look at my old baby pictures which I did. I also looked at my brothers' pictures. We all have the same head and eyes as my son. None of us look deformed in any way. We do not have any eye issues or brain issues. I am now quite uncomfortable with the thought of them operating on my child for what they tell me is a 1% chance of brain or eye problems. From what I have read, there is more of a chance that he will have problems from the surgery. I keep reading that 99% of metopic surgeries are done for purely cosmetic reasons yet the features that they want to change on my son do not appear to need to be changed. To tell you the truth, they are the only parts of him that resemble me. From the eyes down, he is his father's baby. If the CT shows pressure on his brain, the decision will be easy, but if it doesn't I will have a huge decision to make. If my whole family has this issue (all of us over 30) why should I assume my son will be different? Can I really take the chance that he won't be different? Do I or don't I? I don't know where to turn anymore.
I am trying to get as much info and as many answer as I can so I can do what is best for my little angel. I am turning now to all of you for personal stories, info, and advice. My wish is to talk to people who have had the surgery for there children and those who chose not to... or at least chose to wait.
Thank you!
Angi

xl1200c
11-06-2007, 03:43 PM
Welcome Angi!

You can see our families story by clicking at the link under our signature. It also contains all the medical advice we were given. We decided on surgery as his CT already showed flat spots the front lobes of his brain and the drs. could not predict how this would affect him, or if it would ultimately lead to intercranial pressure.

You deserve to have a comfort level about all of this, and to feel in your gut that you are making the right decision. I think there is alot of info here that can help you in your process, and we are behind you 100% whether you decide to go with surgery or not.


Best Wishes,

Janet
11-06-2007, 03:54 PM
My daughter was metopic, she had the surgery 6 weeks ago. Take a look under "Fiona's Journey". I was terrified when I found out she needed surgery, I honestly would do it again if I had to, they bounce back so fast. Our p/s and n/s said that YES it is cosmetic, but if we didn't get it done she may grow up with psychological problems from looking different.
They also said that it may effect her eye sight in the future. If you have any questions please ask...Welcome to the group, you'll get as much support as you need here.

charliesmummy
11-06-2007, 04:43 PM
:welcome Angi. Did you post on CAPPS aswell, im sure i read your story. You rightly so sound very frightened and confused so i really do hope that we will be able to help in some way. I can see very clearly from your sons photo that he has Metopic. My son Charlie looked exactly the same at that age but as he got older his head became much more triangular in shape so we agonised for ages over if to have the surgery or not & decided to go ahead. I was so used to the way his head looked and loved his little pointed forehead that i could see nothing wrong at all but when i saw him immediately after surgery i was totally shocked to say the least & only then realised how pointed his head was. Also no one ever noticed his head unless i pointed it out to them which also made the decision harder. I think apart from the possible medical problems that 'could' occur if not operated i think what swayed it for us was trying to imagine him as an adult with the same pointed head. he looked cute with it as a baby but how cute would he look as an adult.
There is also a lady on CAPPS who has a family history of Metopic. Both her children have been operated on as have other members of the family but 2 of her aunts didnt have the op and while they were ok in their teenage years as soon as they hit adulthood they started having seizures.
Good luck for your appointment & if you want to check Charlies site out please feel free :hugg

Oh i forgot, your son looks a real little cutie x

angeleka
11-06-2007, 05:39 PM
Yes, I did also post on CAPPS. I don't remember who, but someone over there also referred me here. Thanks for the responses. I am just trying to get all the info and reach as many people as I can. I am sure you all completely understand that. At this point I just wish I could fast forward to the CT scan. Maybe then I will have more answers to help put me at ease.

Katie
11-06-2007, 06:52 PM
Hi Angi, welcome to Cranio Kids! I can understand your concern and hesitation in deciding on surgery :hugg There are a lot of parents on here who struggled with the same decision. I'm not sure where you are in Michigan, but Providence Hospital in Southfield has a craniofacial institute run by Dr. Ian Jackson. To my understanding, providence is part of the St. Johns network. Would your insurance allow you an opinion there? We have HAP and it's outside of our network, but we were able to get it approved. Dillon's NS is out of Royal Oak Beaumont and also has a lot of expierience in craniosynostosis. :hugg

sarahob
11-06-2007, 09:12 PM
Hi Angi. Welcome to CranioKids. Gavin had saggital cranio and he had surgery 2 weeks ago. The surgery was considered cosmetic and it was the hardest decision we ever had to make. He looked absolutely perfect to me and nobody ever noticed anything different about his head. The risks of the surgery scared me so much. Going ahead with surgery wasn't the right decision for ME but we felt it was the right decision for Gavin. We made the decision because we didn't want it to affect his psychosocial health. We also made the decision because he was only one year and the brain still had a lot of growing to do and the best prediction was that his head shape would become more pronounced. We also had alot of faith and confidence in his surgical team. Now that the surgery is over and he is fine I can say that I am glad we went through with it. I completely understand what you are feeling. It is such a hard position to be in. I really felt that it was an impossible decision - either we put him through a potentially risky surgery or set him up to potentially have a difficult childhood and adulthood because of teasing and other people's perceptions of him. We will all support you regardless of the decision you make - you will do what you feel is best for your child and that will be the right decision.

Candice
11-06-2007, 11:25 PM
Welcome Angi! Your fears are totally understandable, and you are doing a wonderful job of becoming an informed advocate for your child!! Whatever decision you make regarding surgery for you son will be supported. We all just want the best for our children, and it isn't necessarily the same for all them. Kendall had sagittal, and I never really noticed it until it was pointed out to me. Her head shape worsened as she got older during the time period waiting for her surgery, and I am pleased with our decision to go ahead with the surgery. It was the most difficult thing I have ever done in my life, but like Sara, I feel it was right for Kendall. Good luck with everything, keep us posted on your journey! I hope you find support and friendship with this group, it's amazing! :hugg :hugg

Pocket
11-07-2007, 03:43 PM
Hi Angi
I am another metopic mum, my wee man Patrick will be three in March. We are going ahead with surgery but haven't got a date fixed yet. Deciding whether or not to go for surgery is a hellish decision to make. The ct scan showed that Patrick has developed 'mild atrophy of the frontal lobes' but we had already decided to go for the operation anyway. We are all individuals on this journey and have our own reasons for making the decisions we make. I guess gathering up as much info as you can equips you to make them. You mentioned in your post that you were interested in hearing from parents of children who had opted not to have surgery - there is a member of craniokids who has a son (Matthew I think his name is - gorgeous, gorgeous lad) he didnt have surgery and and he is eight now. You could try sending them a pm. If you look under M . . . Michael - is the member name... I think. here is the link to his story http://www.craniokids.org/support/showthread.php?p=10511#post10511

Welcome to CranioKids - it's a great place to offload when things get too much and there is a SO much to learn from other people's stories.

mrs j
11-08-2007, 07:38 AM
Hi Angi , im another metopic mum too, my son is nearly 3 and is still waiting for surgery, we have had 3 yrs to stew on the decision for surgery, for several reasons we are now going to see a new cranio team next month, so hopefully it wont be long now until we get a date for surgery, it definately has to be the hardest choice ive ever had to make, but i know its the right one for Bradley. Anyway welcome to the group and hope you get the info you are looking for as this is a great place you have found. xx